“Everyone lives carrying on his worries. Of course, me too.”
During hard times, I remember the fans!
When KAT-TUN were formed, we took part at the “~SHOCK” show that lasted for 2 months, and that was a huge turning point. Extremely hard days occurred one after another, at the level to almost have bloody urine (bitter smile). However, since we had no choice but to do it, every day was a desperation. But after you've experienced a very hard trial once, even if a job that makes you think “This may be the limit for my capacity right now” arrives, your heart doesn't break down. You think “Remember that time”. Oh well, I don't want to remember that time at all! (laughs)
Speaking about it, even when I was filming the drama “RESCUE” there were days that unexpectedly exceeded both mind and body's limits. I had such a hard schedule that I had almost no time for myself. But when I heard fan voices like “It was good!” from those fans that watched me, I was happy. The encouragements from you all became my strenght as never happened before.
I want to study more and become a more sociable person!
Speaking about “The wall that I was able to overcome”, there's another memory that flashes across my mind, that is the University entrance examination. At a certain point, I was ashamed that I knew almost nothing about this small world. I thought that, as a member of the society, I had to study more, (so I tried) the entrance examination. When I passed it I thought “Now study!” (laughs). But now the assignments' presentations are very difficult, so my present condition is “I have to hang on!” more than “a wall that I was able to overcome”! (laughs). I'm the type of person that tends to hide himself in his world, but from now on my aim is to open to everything is related to mankind. I want to become a more sociable person and become able to communicate with lots of different people.
translations credit to iside89